Sense of Loneliness

What do you think when you see the title above?.....

For me, I felt lonely when I mingles around my closer friends...

Hm~WHY??....

I can't find the good reason why I felt lonely among them...but that what I feel....

I try to find out why..?...

maybe because of their topic uninterested to me..

or...

they never realize about what I said to them...

or...

I'm not belong to their society..??

or..

I just want more attention from my friend..?

but sometimes, I realize I always prefer to be alone....not because they ignoring me..JUST because I felt better when I alone...and it doesn't means that I don't need a friend beside me..

Of course I like to socialize and having fun with my friend..*

I thought this is *Human Nature*....I just remember science as narrative courses...to analyze what is human nature....

owh?...so lonely become a part of human nature..??..

I don't think so...might be Yes..might be No...

How to solve this problem??...

be more positive toward others

or..

just lets it go...

*still searching..